♥writer of my own life

2009-12-25T13:26:00.001+08:00

i'm too lazyyyyyy to blogggggggggggg, sorry readers. will be back real soon, once again sorry and love you guys.
xoxo !!!

2009-11-16T15:21:00.007+08:00

hello people, i'm home.. Not wrking and slacking my ass off. Yes, being such a sinner can only be the reason for all my guilt. But, am i all to blame, i reckon. Blame it all on goddamn it sentosa. Once agn, i cursed and swear at you guys, yes, on your fuckin face, indeed. wanna sack me ? Damn right i give a shit bout it. gees~
always asking for deployment, yet excuses comes like , 'ohh sry, deployment for tmr is alrdy full.' But on sat nights, the night for the youths, you guys immediately called and ask to wrk with err-not-so-convincing-speech . only thought that rushed thru my head, what gives ? given a 3-year-old kid, so-not falling for ; come finish up your veggy that makes you as strong as Popeye and you will have your ice-cream dessert aft that, forcing a wide grin trying to win over whose heart? Do i look like a 3-year-old kid to you guys, to whoever who picked up that phne and press my number so unconsciously ? you had better not spark me or i will, R-E-P-E-A-T I WILL imposed whatever threat that seems satisfying to me. Fucking cunt . you knw i'm talking bout you D .

Enough of this hatred flowing, you knw i will get back on you guys, jus one day. That's why they say nvr let a woman get all angry over, you might nvr knw when she gets bck on you and stab you twice as hard w/o you realizing it. :)

okay, after some reasoning out, we're fine. c'mon, evry couples has their desperate moments here and there and that's how it balance up and call it a day. so my guy and i jus had our bad days and , Yes, thank god, we overcome it once agn. isn't it lovely to see the sun aft a real nasty storm. even though there are still a lil black clouds that was ditched and cant be resolved. But nothing's perfect right? vice-versa. i've learnt, there's nothing i can resolved totally jus by my willful obligations, it takes time and much understanding to patched it up as one piece. when it comes to love.. all this are the tiny bits to finish the chess piece. So why not take a hike and enjoy the moments bfore you regret things. Cus humans, like me , are so naive that we tend to regret anythn when we grow older day by day. sounds like a fallacy, trust me, for this, i'll nvr fail you .
& thankyou Anna sys, for your concern upon my previous posts. So kind of you to bother to ask for my welfare. i'm so thankful to have such a sistar. LOVEYOU ! will meetup soon. & dont forget i'm jus a phne call away if you got problems ! :D

i love my baby!

2009-11-14T17:36:00.002+08:00

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY . UPSET UPSET UPSET . DISAPPOINTED DISAPPOINTED DISAPPOINTED . But i can no longer have that ego to throw my tantrums . i cant shout nor scream when i feel raged . i cant reason things out . Everythn, killing me bit by bit . i jus wna feel warped with love jus like old times.

Those lines that you want me to fulfill , is martyring to me .

Yes i've said i dont really understand you anymore, but have you thought..Do you really understand me in the first place?

2009-11-14T00:52:00.004+08:00

every thing of us took off by a new start . every thing is different frm now on, nope i shld say only me that is gonna change. it really did impacted me, so much that makes me feel i wasnt what i thot i was. The terms you ask for me, shows that how selfish i am and after all i do not really understnd you, i thot i was the only one whom knws you bez. it's all wrong, it all wrong. i was alrdy wrong at the very first point. i gotta try to change evrythn like you want, even however much pain i could be inflicted. it doesnt really matters me anymore. i will jus do evrythn your way, jus like last time. The very naive me.

i feel so dumb, so wrong, so pain. Crying silently in the room, so that my dad wont realize? nope, is that i hurt so much, so much that no sound could come out of my throat. silent cries hurt more than cryin out loud, if you really did come to that point of time, you will understand me. really ....

2009-11-08T18:51:00.006+08:00

(love you syg, we look sooo young.)

hello people, miss me ? haha i've been wrkin hard that's why i've nt been
blogging. srysrysry . Yes celest syg i will update nw. i have been wrkin hard and i'm a million times more tired than you think. But since the stupid sentosa have stop calling me for a reason. Fuck it, Fuck them, Fuck her instead. D , you step foot inside a quick sand, you will only helplessly sink deeper. Shit you , jus one day knw i take mc, i freaking wrk 5days per week and im so tired, it's either you spare me the agony or you be a black eye of the society .

hahaha you so deserved everythn that had befall upon you guys. Like i have said, one a chameleon , the other one's a bragger. plus it up, you two really make a pathetic pair. Double Trouble . Also, like i've mention in my previous post, i've yet to witness what's more to come for you two and to keep me entertain with your despair. i extol to the beauty of your grief. Girl, if you're not cognizant of your contrary . you shld ask your bf to slap you hard. ohhhh i forgot. He, himself is a contradict to himself. Haha, a helplessly paltry duo.

Your life contradicts your stated principles

2009-10-17T03:01:00.006+08:00

Good morning, i'm jus a hour early than my previous post. Haha. dint take any pics tday and dint do much also, so i'm jus gonna round it up a lil. followed bby to Bishan Skate prk. Bored at first but Yan, Adu and Suhaidi made a difference . They were fuckin funny, shit i kept laughin till my tummy aches. haha .
i'm gonna upload old pics but all CANDID, enjoy much people !

[see even my hammy has candid shot !]

There's alot more, but !! lazyyy to upload . haha !
ohh HARI, haran, menon, wuni , ragdoll , NOT terror , sanchez , HAPPY DEEPAPAVALI LA DEYYY . FAIZ , SISTARRR , LOBANG RUNNER , haha (inside joke) . your fault your fault, suke tipu tipu kakak kau ehk, tk bagus taw ! For that im gonna confiscate and not give you your millionaire PICTUREEEEE, HAHAHAHA .

2009-10-16T04:15:00.004+08:00

Good morning , shit i dint even realized it's 4 in the morning alrdy. time really pass fast . met my lovely long lost brother of mine , shitshitshit him for gg missing, as in nt slackin with us anymore. ~!@#$%^&* ASHARUDEEN , big asshole . haha i hate you nt cmng with us anymre , for nt slackin with us anymre, for nt lending me yr shoulder to cry anymre, for nt callin me and hari to conference anymre, for nt joinin our long bus trips anymre , for nt cmng to ECP with us anymre, for nt callin me meimei(even tho i don really like you callin me that) and so on ...... see so many stuff and there's still more. how can you ?! seriously laaaaaa, i miss the days when you're there. but you're always buzy and lazy at the same time. i'm not gonna be a nagger so jus make yrself free for us too la okay ? Dont fuckin forget yr old frens pls .
God pls have mercy on me , i jus splurge almost 500plus this week . i felt that i have done a big sin, nt feeling guilty but being a bitch cus i feel good :X
it's worth it, when the stuff arrive , i will take pic to show you guys that it's awesome . thn evryone will start askin , hey yp, whr did you get yr stuff . i'll be like hehe ~
ohh i'm startin a blogshop soon, so ppl, watch out for it .

Like i say, i will upload the open hse pics, i will upload the raye pics some other time, cus manga is callin for me . Sry ~

[Get together,open hse]

[haha ! this is for you bby]

YP's quote :WOOHOOO~ your day has come, to a point where you feel that you're such a loser within your friends. Feeling despair, well you deserved it. i've yet to witness what's more to come . Keep me entertain in your breakdown. :)

2009-10-13T02:10:00.010+08:00

NO MORE SCHOOLS ! WEEEE, i'm gna start wrking, cus i wanna be a little useful to myself and to my BF . i got so many fucking pictures to upload, the day when Faiz,Martin,Hari,B,me went to town. The skatin days, The Mustafa trip, Baby's open hse . soooo fucking many and evry single of them are freaking huge for me to edit. Gees~ i'm not even getting paid for doin this. ~!@#$%^&*
i'm sick, ate too much junk food on baby's open hse, nvr sleep also. But, overall, i enjoyed the open hse or even bfore the open hse. Preparin evrythn with baby's mama, mummy, nenek, kakak . tiring and fun at the same time la. you knw like being able to sit dwn together, cutting veg and peeling eggshells . Something to reminisce when you get older ltr. Many people came, chilled at blk 40 aft eatin. Played this police &thief game. SHITSHITSHIT (X infinity) !!! Fuck fucked fucky . i seriously sucked at it la, but i'm gna practice till i'm gd at it. Cus i'm always gd at card games knw, but sadly nt in this card game. Conclusion is, i'm too tender-hearted for winks. FUCK, ask my guy, i go all wobbly when ppl wink at me , so let alone i winking at ppl . i'm soft when it comes to wink or to be winked . ARGH F_U_C_K . still i'm gna practice till i'm pro at the game. cus i hate to be soft.
So martin, one day you will take your words back, i will master the game !
Even tho i'm sayin it nw, i'm still a thousand steps to succeed . Christ !

[out to town]

[Mustafa Day out,hari, rizal &baby is being fucking irritating bout testing evrythin! see this is what you get when you put guys and makeup tgt=disaster]

[Skating. Sk8er Boys]

For the open hse pictures, i will upload tmr. cus i lazy to find the cable and all. leave you in suspense ! teeheee .

wooooo~ i smell a copycat ! yeah damn right, i'm talking bout you! you're writing like me and tryin to talk like me, PUSSY . well, you're always being a shadow behind people's back. dismally for you, i'm too good for you to be my shadow, you don qualify, PUSSY.

2009-09-28T22:42:00.006+08:00

sunday out , went taka with bby and Faiz aka Toyol . Haha . really botakk siollll. disappointed that some idiot on internet lied that taka's Sephora outlet sells Nars cosmetic. ~!@#$%^&* .. Asshole . made me cab dwn all the way to taka for nth but disappointment. i refuse to get it online is bcus i only wanna get their lip gloss , it's stupid if i get it online for jus a lip gloss and yet pay a hefty sum of shipping fee. ohhh great~ s'pore sooooooooooo freaking lack back. i cant even get Nars, beeRoyal or even NYX . evrythn i've to get it online, altho i can choose cheaper shippin payments but FedEx got my trust in both packaging and speed & most imptly i will be insurance-d . anywayyy aft that went dwn to meet Hari and band mates, siti for what else? Lannn la . BEAR BUTO , paitaw. asshole.
Slack at Nafa, camwhored a lil then wanted to cab home. okay here cmes the interestin part. Near Nafa thr's a coffeeshop, ther is a nest for prostitute/bapokkkkkkkkk. hahaha , hari being an asshole(always) chuiiii this lady/man(cant really identify). why ? you knw la nowadays, bapok look so much like girls and sometimes even more perfect or more artificial(boobies) .hehe but their hot la, i would love a friend who is bapok or whatever. They make gd talkin partners okay. but that lady/man like might as well dont wear sia, cus she's wearin smth like a corset, which eventually make her fake boobs poppin out more than it shld. It's alrdy fake&big somemore wna push up somemore. At least let yr fake boobs rest la, ltr drop.......splat. XXXX
Hari chuiii but snatch cab with them, big time idiot. As in the really kiasu s'porean taxi fighting, they were tryin to hail a cab then he went a lil more front and then stick his hand out, HAHA . but freaking taxi drivers dont wna stop cause they wna wait till 12midnight so that passengers can be charge the midnight fare, such a pain in the ass.
okay hari stop us at usual plce, me and bby went to take a bus home but ALAMAK , mangkok , peot saw us. LOL kene drag to black hse. hahaha we suppose to go black's open hse tpi we woke up late thn tk jadi. Who knows, he saw us at bus stop :X
Then lpk with black all, they do their stuff, chit-chat bout childhood all until 3/4plus. pernat sakkk. then cab to bby's hse. EAT,SLP.

To Black, wish you all the best okay?kat dlm tkmo kecoh2, be a gd boy, haha .surrender is a gd solution, you cant be running away the whole time in your life. after 2years we will meet again, so live your life to the fullest okay? Stay out of trouble !

2009-09-25T00:11:00.005+08:00

hello people, at last , took my kebaye. i just realised i spent abt up to 300 for just the whole outfit. Cheap or what. i overspent agn, B's angry, i thinked. aiyooo rabak uh yingpin. Peot,QX and D came to bby's hse. slack till 3 then went off. Welcome bck Peot !!! (:
i need to study, ZL i need you to coach me. teehee

This was on sports fiesta, lpk at yo sai yo ,camwhored

2009-09-24T04:22:00.004+08:00

eeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! i really dislike(shld feel lucky that's nt hatred) you guys. So freaking in denial . gees ~ The sight of you guys just pisses me off. One a chamelon(ugly and always chngin it's appearance ,follower) , other one dream big, act big but outcome ZER0000 . hacks hacks, double trouble !

alaaa, i'm alright la jus dont get involve with me with you guys okay ? Cause i hate to be degraded to your level, trivial sycophant . yeahyeah keep thinking you guys are well respected..shit the more i feel your sight around my presence are so exasperating, fawning parasite !always having this flimsy excuse to cover up your act. everythn you guys want, but dont have the qualites to own it.

Like i said, you guys better dont get yourself involve with me, hates to associate with parasites in denial, so krg pandai2 ehk , tkmo step kecoh, pakai otak skit bleh tk? Lastly, if you see me, TKMO NAK STEP GEREK DGN AKU, PLSSSSSS.

boys boys boys ~

2009-09-07T14:33:00.004+08:00

My N's has greeted me with a evil grin. Yesyes, i knw i need to study, but i cant keep my mind to it. A big !@#$%^&* , chew on my words. ARGHHH .. Pls someone teach me Maths.
okay i'm gna study, so dont tempt me with Lan . Assssss
:X

anw, anyone want Hamster? Yeah i wrote it big, cus i really need to give them away, even tho i dont want to but i have to , cus overcrowding . So ppl, pls tag me if you want them. But whoever wants pls bear in mind that you have to be responsible , it's a life not a toy. Christ sake.

2009-08-31T15:01:00.006+08:00

Fuck Baybeats, screened by SSB, a monotonous flat music being performed filled with young world crowd. just one word to end my sunday night, cranky .
slack at SMU, bitchhhhhhh puke home . LOL , i'm tryin to make it rhyme.

2009-08-28T16:36:00.004+08:00

helloooo people, okay yes i know i will update. LOL . i don't get people nowadays, do they even look at themselves in the mirror ?! Darn ! yes certain stuff you say are very true, so i'm not in denial of agreeing with you . but certain stuff you go inordinate. You perplexed matters that are based on your fallacious accusations. i know you bare so much hatred against minahreps. i'm not a fan of them, but i dont self-indulge to satisfied my rantings on cyber. cause i believe if you dont like the person, only way out is to either talk things out(i dont think it will happen to you), bash up the person(dont think you got the guts), or suicide(prolly you got so much hatred that you EXPLODE within you disgruntled soul). so i think you should dispose yourself in who-cares-where site. why dont you just go up to a minahrep and say FuckYou to her face since you claimed you detest the whole group so much, you blown a balloon that big but i think your capacity isn't that big . Like i said, i'm not sitting the same side of fence with them, but i just cant take the fact that you're so full of yourself. every govern needs rule, every sch needs sch rules, every household needs house rules, every person needs upright principals. You? you're always hitting on others, have you sat down and envisage whether YOU, YOURSELF maybe in denial? i reckoned ..No right? you are so certain when picking out wankers who cant take lovely pics, how bout you? Do you yourself own lovely pics to pin-point others? if you can pin-point others, be sure that others can pin-point you, cause the world is round.
What i'm trying to say, your photography ain't that top-notch as you bragged .
& i hate people who are so fucking racist. it's to a point i cant be big about let alone acknowledge. Yes i know DC has alot of wankers, but you dont have to specific what race , for example Chinese. Are you tryna say just bcus the person is chinese so we have had to be in the category of wanker. You know what , a big fuck you and i wished i can spit on your face. i hate wankers myself but you dont name the colour. what a porcupine . Dont be a black eye of your race. Your words shows that you're depraved of attention, you need that huh? vile act you're always putting up with.
Be a ''man'' of your womanly words. What can you literally benefit from all your rantings? If you need satisfaction , get a vibrator girl . Make sure you dont orgasm when you're with those despaired emotions, you might break down . Hahaha
So good at judging people, but one thing you cant never befall is that you will never realised that you cant even judge yourself. Cause you're so delusional that you cant see your self-esteem. i dont hate you, you dont deserve that honor from me anw, just that i think you should just pee a poodle and see yourself clearly , you're tainted , scandal .
Ohhh before i end, i got a new nickname for you. it's parallel to what you are now. Trust me, you will love it (: , thank me afterwards
An Aroused Child
Peace out :D

2009-08-04T16:43:00.002+08:00

yesyes, yingpin's tired. very tired. i'm craving for a date out at a new shop at somerset which sells innovative colourful pies. They look too prettyyy to be eaten, still i wna try that out. So someone ask me for a date, i will love you. LOL .
homed now, waiting for boyfee. (:
sch's a crap, as certain teachers made it that way. TCB, duhhhhh. She shld get a piece of my mind. Damn , what a porcupine !
F , we had some yammering, pls keep mum bout what i said, so will i promise to keep mum bout yours.
,, will update pics later.

2009-07-30T20:42:00.005+08:00

went sch late tday, &shitass, no one tell me that tday got photo-taking. & guess what i got to take pic with a teacher i hate, TCB. i totally dropped jaw when the photographer asked her to take with me, i'm disgusted and she seems unwilling too, well shitface, no one forced you too, so don throw me faces cus my smiles are genuine ,unlike yours, pseudo.
i'm disappointed with myself for the chinese oral. i flung it. yeah goddamn it, F it .
i jus cant speak, i was literally translating evrythn which cmes in my mind(in english) to chinese. ARGHH, i feel so pessimistic. i regret that i don practice my mother tongue more. but rarely anyone speaks chinese at homeeeee, ahhhhhhhh! i cant believe myself.
Met rudi, irah, din and june. slackkkkk then homed. DINNIE ZULHILMI OWES ME A CUP NOODLE & 2BUCKS. Yes, curse me, but i still wrote it. You and yr brother treats me like mobile atm la, JERKS, D.D JERKS(looks familiar isnt it?) , so i shldnt pamper you both so much. i feel like sometimes i'm like a like a lover, best fren, mother, sister, mobile atm, soul mate, punching bag? implausible. cus even a instant drink lose to it. okayyyy now it's doubled, TOTALLY IMPLAUSIBLE .
see this, and all i hear is excuse, so i'm prepared with a whatever face, whatever.
FAIZ is missed.

2009-07-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

Thank god, thanks ifah and maryam to let me knw at least there is people who're reading my blog. i guess i shld spice up my post more . anyway , i shldnt post too much negative stuff on my blog. It will only make me more haggard.
Didnt do much tday, sch, homed, meet him, homed, blog, gna slp aftwards . Yes i knw, it's boring, what can i possibly do when his busy with sch and ska8? ahh fuck it.
Are you so delusional? or are you that indecisive?

bottom line, do we quirky humans really know love? In this monopolized world evrything's so delusional, is love a want or a need? Is it a play or for real? We may be thinned by skin but our thoughts cant be seen thru those skin. how ironic it may be, but it is.

The main finding is, if you want a healthy life, get a decent start.

2009-07-27T01:48:00.003+08:00

hari, yan came over to bby's plce. hari had hangover, so he came with a whaddddaafuckkk face. He and his shitty stuff, dude how wasted can you get? went to anchorpt then queensway police post to get some report done.
Yan is darn funny tday, i really did a LOL . hahahaha

weekends always ends so fast , shitass ! while i'm having a turbo pizza hangover, played so much until my eyes became so blurrrrrr . anyway, i feel that people are so plastic these days, they made their lies so well that wrinkled their face. those wrinkles even stacking a thick pile of makeup wont help covering. & i strongly feel that teenagers chnge tremendously at a age of 14-15 . Dont you agree? prolly to some, that's me. hah, yeah i know , been there done that. Self-awareness i guess.

i know you and your low-graded frens hate us, but what makes you think we liked you in the first plce? haha, yeah it all bout hate now isnt it? jus so you knw, it's nvr bout love between us. i forgive you, like always, cus you're young and ignorant at dealing with your emotions. Now that you've grown, your actions are despicable and detestable. It disgust me, even your kin agrees with me. the way you speak, the way you dress, the way you portray yrself, the way you show yr body gestures shows nth bout intrigue people in a negative way. You wanted to tempt, but when you suceed, they assault you, you cry like a baby, so are you dumb? explicitly YES . Girl, grow up . give me a reason to love, not to hate :D

frens, pls taggg when you dropped by. :D

2009-07-26T03:20:00.005+08:00

Change my skin, look crampy but love it, so fuck it ^^
sat nite, out with zico, his girl, afiq, ein, thinesh, kecik, ari and meet random people. Camwhored afterthat. sry real lazy to blog tday, prostrated, seriously.

Boy, oh boy , dont be such a blusterer, you think you're in the center of attention in class. Give me a break! You & your doings get you nowhere , such a two-head snake infront of yr cliques. You're totally digging your own grave, just watch your mouth, cus when troubles finds you, you might regret so hard enough that you tremble.

people who read this, if you think it's you, then it shows that your guilt is knocking on your door & you have been that HYPOCRITE :D

2009-07-11T01:59:00.006+08:00

IT'S CATCHING UP WITH MY OLD BITCH DAY. auntie Goh, she is deeply missed by me, only tday she had realised she cnt slack at some KOPITIAM and neglect her husband Tan. & Yes stupid auntie Goh, you better keep it that way, don you dare neglect me, or i will RAPE you .... :X , Me and my auntie Goh went to eat steamboat at bugis, gossip like there's no tmrw, laugh at LONERS, insult eye-sore braggers . They sooooo deserve it, lalala .. SCREWYOU BITCHES HARD ON YOUR FACE, motherfuckinghypocritesbraggerswithfakeyoutterselfthatdisgustpeepos, LOL . that was quite a breath ! okay YP quiet dwn, it's midnight. stop ranting over some minor(the alternative meaning) issues & love your Auntie Goh. okay FULLLLSTOPPP,DOT

2009-07-08T22:34:00.003+08:00

helloooo , i feel so dumb. haha i brought my lappy over and bby and i are totally enjoyin talkin to each other side by side. it's not dumb but rather cute la. :D
ohh i jus did some really crazy and superb skins for my msn & mozilla . it's so YINGPIN yawh! & i , AGN , got myself a pair of new heels. Yingpin you shld stop spendin money like a bimbo-tic citygirl, like only. i wna stop buy so many stuff but it seems like i cant struck them off my list. i guess materialistic will kill me someday, *cries out loud* . indulging myself with shoppin bags is totally equivalent to pointin a gun at my forehead. i feel that life's so simple, so simple that makes it complicated. gosh, there i go agn, speakin in quotes. that's bout it people, gdnyte :D

2009-07-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

im gna blog bout monday's day out, hmm nth pretty much hppn, jus that when sheesha with D,J & bby. went shoppin aft that, got myself,agn,clothes and i sort of overspent, agn. haha but i cant help it laaaaaaa. ohh aft that bby & i had swensen, it's the sticky chewy chocolate thang going on over there. haha, he's a big fan of that choco thing. there's a story behind it. jus watched [obsessed] online, goodgood show, beyonce really knws how to fight don she. what a hottie, sings, dance, act, fight. she's really a package huh? People, stay up for MJ memorial service at 1.30am, it's gna be the best tribute to him ,so rmb yeah? :)
For beloved MJ, may you R.I.P , and evrythn goes smoothly for your funeral. God Bless You, King of Pop <3

2009-07-06T01:03:00.003+08:00

ahhh yes what can i say, sat nites are as borin as much as i can think. Damn, what can i say, when you get older things can chng jus in an blink of an eye. okay yp, you're bein too pessimistic. anw, not much of a nite, this pics was sat pics. anw meet maryam and inn, lpk with them for awhile only bfore they went hm. ohhyah, look at my heart-melting gabby's(i name them all the same name aft their mama, anw all of them got the same name cus, all of them look the same! Damn!) hahaha, i came hm and found them slpin with their face pressed against the glass. altho to me it's nth out of a blue moon, cus i see them doin it all the freakin time. gabby's you rock my socks yeah! :P

2009-07-03T20:56:00.006+08:00

im freakin lazy, hungry of course.
seriously , sch's is like a monster drainin all my precious twitty energy awayyy.
*pulling my hair*
ohh ms thng cried, fuck la, im not responsible for it in anws. seriously, she's the one who trigger my B.P . So screw that biach. jus bcus of a minor prob, so flare it up like i owed her a living. you knw what woman, God Bless you.
haha me, D totally screwed C hard on the face. see girl, i told ya' if i come to meet you face to face, will you dare talk to me like how much confident you have on the cyber. you totally tripped over yr words. okay im damn mean, but HEY, who is the one whom speak with so much pride? gees ~ what a BRAG .
dah, nanti ade je, org ckp aku mkn kecik pulak. anw, kau maseh adk2 , tkmo nk step mane peh fanatic, dah zaman bile sey. hais susah nk phm pmpn mcm gini.
well, one dwn. one more to go. J & D will unstnd what i say yeah? her time will cme, and God Bless Her for not bein a worser state than her good fren had :P
innocence is jus a plastic word to describe human beings, cus they always, & still will fake to a extent that is so ridiculous. ahhhhhh i regret, yes J i regret for not ranting out on C , i guess i was in a dilemma for her innocence which is not at all. F it, i cant be bothered, like what bby said,' B , don get involved suda, they still small kids sia.' Yeah, probly.
haha anw bottom pics was when we camwhored in class, the rebels, the nosiest, the less hard-working, the laziest bugs but also the funniest and out-going :)
Danial, Reetha, ah Bing, Kevin .

2009-06-29T01:46:00.006+08:00

ahhhhh sch hols are over, damnit laaaaaa. nvm, when the exams are over then im outta GESS. WOOHOOO~ yingpinnnn you gotta stay focus. ahhh(shots myself)!!! okayyy, Yingpin is gonna be bck to uniform with the freaking rules-regulation.
okay whatever i gotta go have rest , or else i will break the first rule that is, going sch late. haha :P
anw, this was sat's BBQ photos. It was a fabulous day ohh anw, saw Jessie& herboyfee, sweet la cyclin on the couple bike. :)
(me,ziq,bby)
(Ziq,Junda,Rizal,Shaun,Yan,Bby)
(US♥)
(US♥)
& this is tday skatin pics. and there was some ghostly encounters , haha :)
(step indy grab :P)
(tryin to ollie dwn, LEARNED!)
(ollie dwn, MASTERED!)
(well, i gotta cheer for them, JUMPS!♥)

2009-06-26T00:38:00.004+08:00

back frm carpak at bby hse, yan and bby was skatin jus nw over thr. nth much tdayyyy..
gotta wake up early tmr for transformer &BBQ. sooo that's bout it. Byeeeeeee, off to RIA89.7

2009-06-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

yeahhhhhh... i shop and shoped agn tday.
makes me feel like yeah dude..that's my life. Citygirl huh? anw , people who thinks fashion is not a statement, you shld jus drown yrself in paper. fashion is what makes a person feel good bout one and differs one's character and self-esteem. So people, give yrself a break and go shoppin till yr legs shiverrrr.. but don lose a hse in there aye?
it's 12.55, with RIA89.7 on, camwhored, Skateboard, Mee goreng, it would be better if there's boost. okayy YP, stop bein cliche. well, thats life (:
contented,`x0x0

(people, cmntcmnt on my bag pls, is it nice? :P)

2009-06-24T07:58:00.004+08:00

i am really really really sadddd, i mean seriously. my hse was hell jus nw, evryone shoutin here and there. bby, i'm sry i didnt get to you. my heart sank to the deepest jus nw. can someone jus end all this in this instant? pls take my soul, i really love you all, but what have bcum of this fam? pls, jus someone, i need jus that consoling words. Anyone, jus anyone will do.
:(

2009-06-21T04:49:00.007+08:00

hello people, yawhhh!! are you guys missin me? kaykay for people like celest, gegerl , ken who ask to update my blog.. well i will do that now :)

kiwakk, these few days are so effing borin, i cant help thinkin i didnt hit town nor anywhr on a sat nite. damn, when i get older, i bcum lazier. & you cant chng the fact that when you get older, you are lazy to get involve in the ghetto at marina/orchard or wherever. you jus wna slack with yr clique at somewhr with nice ambiance. right gegerl? i did some catchin up with her past few days, talk bout our soulmates and how we came this far. i really love her and i feel assured when i tell her bout my shit, you knw.. she's my ghurlfrenn yeah? :D i feel im strainin myself too much tho. and fuck, the GSS is makin me so materialistic. arghh i gotta put a stop. or else i will be diggin my own grave. snap out of it yingpin.

once agn, i wna thank Siti& hari for their bday gift for me, a sun dress. that thing is a hottie. lukman&marly for their thoughtful body shop gift, im so loving it cus it's so meee .
& my sygkuuuufor his face-blushing bra sets. haha okayyyy i soo forced him to buy for me, altho it suppose to be la senza. but anythn's fine. also thanks for the people who turn up for the party,Lisa, Ken, Noel,Timmy ,Travion, Shaun, Hari, Siti, Lukman, Marly, Faris, Zhao, Faiz, Danial, Martin, Jaarvis, Afiq, Einn, Yan, Haziq, Watee, i'm sry if i had left you out, pls tell me if i did. i will fill yr name up in the list. anw the pics are all arnd, so i cant upload it. i love the crowd on my day, gosh it was darn good, you bet!

ohh ohh & Happy Father's Day! x0x0 to my Papi. i love him a ton. i wish him to be healthy and may nth evil befails on my Papi.

bottom are the lpkin phtos, anw had a real good chat with bby's kakak, all the bez yeah?

ohh bby got his Ryan Sheckler's Signature Bearings. Cool shit isnt it?

2009-05-17T00:10:00.003+08:00

hellooo peeps, im backkkkk finally huh? this time i did not privitise my blog. so people mind yr language at the chatbox. thankyou (:
anyway reason being why i went m.i.a , my internet was dwn. tday wasnt much of a day, guessed my saturdays aint that thrillin anymore. guessed no more gettin wasted, not rmbrin what ive gossiped, overnight makeup, vomittin what i have ate. haha altho all these things are fucked up, but if to recall , they are pretty worth rmbrin of tho.
okay anyway tday i went skatin with my guy, ziqqy, adi, yan, haikal &azlan. ahhhh hot hot day to skate siaa.. i think all of them i wrkin darn hard to improve in their skatin. they deserve my praise (:
guys wrk hard, cus if you don all my sufferings in the hot day will be gone dwn to the drain! hahaha no laa im jus jokin .
thn we started chit-chattin, haha it was thn i realise adi is damn cool. adi keep rollin yeah?
(:
aft that ziqqy and adi left . so me my guy and yan went queensway, and a freakin, effin idiotic thingy hppn, we went to the arcade and i was playin this machine, those damn old sch ones which the tokens will be awarded, i almost hit the jackpot of 444(i think smth there). shitttasssss laa, sakit hati uh sak.. thn went abc for dinner, cravin for my lor mee, abeh tkde sak, kiwak. so pissed.
hahaha jus rmbred , guys you shld be grateful i didnt complain hungry at all...

anyway we camwhore, this are a few pics below..

2009-02-21T01:20:00.003+08:00

i love my baby!
nth to blog, shall blog tmrw. see readers come bck tmrw.
(:

2009-02-17T17:17:00.008+08:00

seriously, this year's valentines is the best, haha! martin, hari, sitidan, afiq, einn, amin and obviously me! went sheesha at haji lane, gerek sia. i bought my guy psp, shld hv seen his face. totally smiling wideeee! :D
i got a perlini silver bracelet, it is beautiful thing!
aft sheesha-ing we went ct hall to drink, haha drinkin session as per normal, but i didnt drink la, duhhh! but this time martin's frens joined. hahaha keleng drank alcohol with ashes, terokkk seyyy! martin drank the valentines FORMULA ! red label,green tea, redbull, baron. gerek, i dared him to drink so he cn get 3bucks, haha he really drink sey.
haha then baby, me ,amin, afiq and einn went off. einn went hm but the rest of us went to abg whyte bdae at ECP. keohh, thr alot of people sia. then we all play the firecrackers, throw bomb bags. hahaha shoik pe? aft we need to go hm, on the way hm, we went to see aji, martin, hari and keleng. cus they need our help as they're stuck at TB, hahaha! keleng mabok rabak luh sey. martin also half gone. terokk la (:
thn lpk awhile at hari's area there. then head hm.
keleng, aji, martin came over. told keleng bout spooky tales, haha funny la, he got scared to bath alone then. wake up in the moring thn here comes the climax. martin, aji, keleng bath tgt, KECOHH . funny luh, they took keleng's boxers then keleng came out with jus a piece of cloth, haha he totally naked luh seyy! then aji went to pull that only piece of cloth, ahhhh! rabak almost see his hahaha! then they bathing my guy took climb on top to video them bathin, funny luh sak! later in the day, they all went off. hope to hang out with them agn!
:)

2009-02-14T04:05:00.002+08:00

hellooo to evrybody..
jus droppin by to say...
HAPPY VALENTINES
♥

x0x0 to syngku, danyel

2009-02-09T22:58:00.003+08:00

hellooo good evening everyoneee, i'm like so in need of cash, i wna buy so much things but do not have so much money. ahhhh! why? noooo! i wna wrk but there's no time for me to wrk sak. hais, dont knw la.
this few months damn damn uptight luh, so many tests and most of it i didnt it even put effort to study. haiyoo...gotta study hard sey, cant afford to do my N levels badly, alrdy wasted a year.
i jus realise i shldnt be lpkin anymore, shld use the timing aft sch more wisely. Anw, lpkin have been borin this few days, so what's the loss.
Valentines Day is comin, hv you all prepared yr gifts?

For you, anything flys. so dont disappoint me.

lies makes one fly.

2009-02-05T17:51:00.002+08:00

What a great disappointment. you & your lies are making you fly. Now you're scary, cus i can no longer differentiate what you are telling are the truth or lies, or whatever you said are right or wrong. Seriously what's wrong with you? What are you thinking? what do you have up there? If you dislike smth just say it infront of my face, you have to go so far to lie? You told me you will give me a miss call. So what nw, you think i shld believe you? You jolly well knew that i would be angry yet you still do it. Ridiculous isn't it? gerek pe? ade kwn baru, lupe pmpn u pe? pkai otak siket uh sak. Pls know your stand, make sure what you choose is right and definite, or else dont bother choosing. Why make me shout and scream? If you hadn't think hard enough, probably you shld nw.

where have all your promises gone to?

SCHOOL'S BORING

2009-01-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

school is boring and pissing me off each day. i totally flang my POA, shit was over-confident.. i got the numbers all right but the words are all wrong. luckily mrs palan was going to give a re-test. that's cool. ahh when am i gettin out of gess. i felt that day by day i'm gettin older & older.. Noooo, bfore i get older i gotta grow taller! (zhaoliang better shut up!) haha, tday i went off straight, didnt went to park, cus i promised zhao & teddy nt to. Well i think it's actually a pretty good idea, cus it's time saving, pack food and go my guy's hse to eat and then rest. rather than lpk at 'rokidol'. later face like masai and all. i shld do this evryday.
anyway ikin, i knw what you said to dan. well i miss you too. i really did treat you as my sys. i did not did anythn wrong to you bfore, & i will swear upon it. cus i knw you can be a very good friend. i knw rumors says that i hate you or smth like that. But i have nvr hate you bfore and i nvr will. past or present it doesnt matter cus i did not do anythn betrayal to you. i jus hope you will understnd. Cus if you really do believe in rumors rather than me, i've got nth to say but i have nvr ever do anythn betrayal to you. it's sucha waste that our relationship bcums like tday we're jus hi-bye friends. it's damns sad la. i jus hope we can be like bfore :)

zhaoliang is my righthand man & teddy is my lefthand man. My bodyguards! :)

chinese new year's eve.

2009-01-24T01:17:00.003+08:00

i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkk, flu on bloody chinese new year eve! goshh, what a luck! blame it on all the spring cleaning i did in my room. if i would have know it earlier i wont do last min cleaning. ahhh! ):
today wasnt much of a stuff. butbutbut! i jus learn new tektonik moves, credits to martin and afiq! thanks bros. aft sittin dwn chit-chattin, i came to a point that life is so shallow. evrythn is so plastic. humans can be very terrifying. But can be very wonderful too.
okay i thought i lost my wallet jus now, hahahahahah! panicked for nth, it was hidden under my blankets. PHEW, i cant afford to lose my wallet..
i brought Qiyang dwn for a walk as my mami cant do her hsewrk with him arnd. So i brought him to dan & hari(the bad guy).. QY like damn freaking scared of the both of them. Bought yakult and polky for him, still cant get myself to believe that he actually sits dwn quietly to eat, mus be that hairy hari la. haha!
tmrw is Reunion dinner! (:

To gegerlsyng: sry for the late wishes, happy belated birthday & i bought yr present sey (: miss you..

a new sister's bonding, anna

besties in school

2009-01-22T15:33:00.003+08:00

(dan, me, kevin)

after the young crew boys left, i got lesser mates to spend time with in sch, no more chaos, no more fun, no more getting into trouble(it's fun getting into trouble with them). it also made lpk(ing) days more boring. it's so saddening, what's gess w/o young crew? haha okay that not necessary. i really miss the days when we're all tgt. especially pahang trip.. that's REALLY getting into trouble man. haha fucked up shit. altho many things hppn in between ourselves, but in the end we are all still tgt. the amazing thing is we are all frm different races, age, gender, religion, genre. yet we still come by tgt as one. we respect each others differences and altho we made sick jokes(you guys knw what) but we're all open-minded enough to play along. that's what only young crew is famous for. we might not come tgt as one but still we have this passion as one.
sch days are really boring, the rules ®ulations, the condos of hmw, the setting yr alarm clock early for sch. gees, what's worst than that? but gotta buck up for the worst that's coming, my exams.. gosh, hate the world for this. i jus bought my CNY clothes, gees, it made a huge hole in my pocket. spend like nearly 300plus for the goods. so this year's CNY red packets better be good! haha yeaa2 i'm materialistic, so what?
did not went to sch tday, i'm sick........................... i've yet to paint my nails for CNY, ahhh if only i get the cash for manicure/pedicure. MONEY be my husband. :D
i missed gegerl :)

sis, it's not for you, so dont worry.

too naive.

2009-01-15T23:02:00.005+08:00

obviously, you do not knw that A is using you. how dumb can you be? i pity you, seriously, how can you not knw? unless you are mentally slow? or jus that you wanna let A give you that satisfactory pleasure that you are desperately dying for. i shldnt be judging but jus ask yrself, are you really suitable for A? if you're not then dont xpect boyfie like A. Apparently you are jus asking for too much. Probably you shld start lowering yr standards or start reflecting yrself. i jus dont get it, cant you be yrself? be original, dont be some kind of shadow of somebody. makes you a loser. have you really achieve smth on yr own? given the century nw, trend is rubbish. You shld go clean up yrself.
You always look dirty, messy, violent, uncivilized, naive, ATTENTION SEEKER, hypocrite. You jus want that attention dont you? you're damn melodramatic. always wanting the limelight too BUT it's always a unglamorous one. You're still a learner, so respect the rules & regulations. i dont get it either, you're always tryin to be like someone, who's that you wanna imitate? cant you have some originality? it's a new year, new start but you're like still leaving in the past. c'mon, wake up! it's time to change for the better.

one whom own the looks but is not diligent, what for?
one whom own the intelligence but is not pretty, that intelligence can make you pretty.

given yr standards nw... you are neither the above, so am i not. far far frm it apparently. i'm alrdy starting to wrk hard, that's an effort. But you still stuck at that same old self, no improvements but getting worst. that's what people say, PATHETIC. soon you will rot and regret but by the time people who are used to be worst than you will succeed first than you, cus you're still in denial. hais... poor you, i jus hope you will survive thru this disastrous crisis in this given society nw. may god bless you.

stay away frm my guy XXX.

anw, i gotta say i'm missing certain besties of mine.

baby went malaysia

2008-12-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

Tonight, the very first night he is at mlysia. Luckily this year he didnt go for a week, or else what? obviously i would cry for his return.. yeahyeah i knw it's just a few days, the thing is i see him almost everyday so if i dont get to hear his voice or receive a text message i feel smth not right. Him is no longer a want but a need. See how significant is he to me nw, probably no one knws, i dont need no one to knw but just him, i want him to knw. haha sooo cheesy(havin crampy laughs). w/o him is like eating fishball soup w/o fishball. Drinking ice lemon tea w/o lemon. Eating nasi lemak w/o nasi. The feeling right inside me makes me feel uneasy and nauseous. When people you treasured alot are nt arnd you, you tends to feel the importance of them yet when they are arnd you, you rather take them for granted.
Yes, i do admit that i take him for granted at times. it's jus smth in me that i find it so difficult to chnge and that includes my hot temper-ness. It more like an habit, bad one to say. Like people say bad habits are like drugs, they are difficult to live w/o it, even tho they jus come and go. i feel sry for myself and for Him, cause of my habit he suffers, if he's gonna suffer so am i. It's a ratio 1:1, it balances out, so if he's gonna be happy i am, if i'm nt so will he.
All i wanna say, him, my baby, syngku. i apologies to all my wrongdoings, needless to say my foul temper, my harsh words. Altho sometimes i may be harsh towards you, sometimes it's for your own good but sometimes it's me who over reacted, i apologies. But you mus unstnd that when it comes to the end of the day i still love you and pamper you, i'm sure you knw that very clearly and no matter wht i do, it's for the sake of you and us, nvr hv i tried to harm or do anythn negative to you. Jus that i shldnt be a pain in your ass but a angel protecting you.

, Te amo (:

superficial bitch

2008-12-20T18:46:00.003+08:00

some people use words like trend. why do i say so? some people dont even knw what's the meaning of the word yet they still use it like some nice clothes. Just like this girl whom i ever cross words with. (quote)disgust me only(quote). That was a line i use to insult her yet she use it bck to me, what a mooch! sometimes you dont hv to use cliche words to make yrself sound profound. but it will be much more ugly if you dont even knw the meaning of the words and trying to sound like you're a profound thinker. so superficial ! The only way to improve yr english is by reading, speaking and writing. If you have not started with either, then you probably shld nw and not being like a mooch who goes learning how people talk and use their sentences to diss at others. So cheap & typical. How you speak is how you think. So if you speak dumb shows that you think dumb so probably you're dumb. So girl, you shld start learning nw, it's nvr to old to learn unless you're to dumb.

spastic huh? Do you even knw whatcha talking bout?

anw, last two days me, my guy, nigel and dinnie was gg ct hall to meet hari &gang. when we came out frm ct hall cntrl station there were two skinheads right behind my guy and me. dinnie &nigel went to the ocbc atm machine to take out money. whereas me and my guy was waiting further up. i lean against the wall talking to my guy. then came the the same two skinheads plus another two girls. one of the girls STARED at me, she was wearing purple t-shirt and a black jacket, she has a ponytail. i mean like what's her problem? they dont like matreps and minahreps yet the girl stare at me like a MINAHREP. how ironic! then i said,'why is the girl staring at me like i owe her money?'. aft when nigel heard that he walk sat2 uh. but it's only aft that taw. then when we went up the escalator the girl stared at me, she literally stand at my directions and stared at me. aft that we came out the two skinheads and two girls was alrdy waiting by the roadside. we walked pass them, the skinhead said,'why stare?!' then he gave nigel a punch.
RIDICULOUS, ckp tk suke matrep2 bikin org sembarang, abeh krg? you guys didnt even sound nigel yet you punch. matrep pun bukan mcm krg, at least they sound first then they whck, do you? tkde cara uh , bdk2 mcm paham! my guy and i always had nth against culture but this is absurd! aft that i called the police, we walked further up to peninsular and saw hari& gang with the skinheads who punch nigel. haha! my guy sound him but the skinhead said,'abeh dier jln mcm tempat bapak dier,ni bkn tempet bapak dier sia'. My guy replied,'yer,ni dier jln sasat mcm tempat bapak dier,ni bkn tempat bapak dier,nie pun bkn tempat bapak kaw nk pukul org gitu mcm'. abeh tu skinhead diam. bdh sak. aft that the police came. i went to the police and when i turn arnd all of them ran/walk off! kental pe? eh, brani buat brani tanggung ah sial! people like you who punch nigel only dare only choose people to whck. hate matrep so much then go whck those big size ones, angkong siao sume. asl tk brani? Go marina steps shout, 'matrep kental' luh. only knw to choose those small sizes ones. aft that we went to cheers to settle the hal cus they ran/walk off aft seeing the police. i mean like if you dont like nigel go whck him far2 dont whck him infront of me and my guy. cus it's yr hal and his but if you do it infront of our eyes sape tk sot sak?! outside cheers the girl with the ponytail said to sitidan she didnt stared at me, she's just curious. curious kepala buto. curious for wht? konek sak. why bcus i'm paii, hari, yus, najib friend thn you talk courteous to me? isup uh sial.. brani buat brani tanggung uh sial. MEREPEK uh bebual. if nt happy with me, cini uh sial. seriously is nt that i'm helpin matrep, you guys run away when you see police too. so dont point fingers at othrs when you guys are the same. aft that thinesh came, sounded the skinhead. The skinhead did nt whck thinesh even though they knw his frm (.....) then whck nigel who walk sat. anw, my guy and i have nth with the skinheads, i jus wanna write wht i think and i jus dont want that girl to stare at me no more. so peace.

my guy lost his $1850 giant racing bike.

spooky tales keep us talking

2008-12-17T02:25:00.003+08:00

bby came my hse first, aft gi umpe gegerl, ihin & gang at marina pool thr. Me, bby, gerl, inn, amie, yat when fort canning and scare ourselves. haha shit head :X
Yat is scareddddddd, haha! we totally camwhore at fort canning( whr singfest is). thn we started walking and bby started the british shit and got evryone all so worked up. damn it, jus realised that's whr the spoookyy thing begun.
haha, we jln all the way to plaza sing and started talking bout, Entity luh, wujuud uh, incredible tales. cite2 hantu sume kluar sak. but it keeps us entertain all night sak, we say ghost stories abeh all say halfway hairstand. cus serum.. haha! abeh ade hantu2 fever, gerl ajak watch wujuud agn at her hse. gerek! i cnfirm disturb yatttt, woohooo! anw i'm alrdy at gerl hse, ton her hse agn! hehe i love cmng her hse, sedap sak her mum's cooking.

Amie is gay.(:

Bye abg ciko!

2008-12-03T18:43:00.003+08:00

shittttttttttttttt! overslept & totally forgotten to send ciko off. Fuckk! im sure im gonna miss him, especially his jokes, laughter. kecoh uh dier, haha! cant imagine him botak. bringing the bangla bag, hahahahaha! :D
i dont wanna go dwn meeting with dan anymore, it will be darn bored.
abg, take care or yrself, dont fight2 inside taw. haiyoo gonna miss you sia, you come out, i treat you good food!

ciko ohh ciko be a good boy taw!
me & dan will miss you!

What comes around, goes around.

2008-11-29T20:46:00.003+08:00

you fucking ruin my day agn, for god's sake how many times you wanna hurt me? we just quarrelled cause or your fucking primary sch friend and you go out with a friend who once almost broke our relationship. cant you use yr brain to think seriously, does it fucking matter whether you're dani or whatever. fuck laa get over your DANI days. it's fucking over. if you really miss the fucking name so much go chnge yr name and go bck to yr those fucking days. always giving trouble & shit.
pls laa pikir btol2 bleh ke tk? all the stuff you did altho it's not a major one but if you were to add all up it's equavelant to a big one laa. since when you're so friendly to your primary sch friends? you knw that i will get angry yet you still do it. so why shld i forgive you? if you want us to last long then why are you doing shit? did i do anythn wrong to you aft that incident? hell no, yet you? you're selfish isn't it? what have i not give you enough that you have to do all this? i'm always wondering what is in that thick skull of yours? you still dare raise yr voice when you're in the wrong. ridiculous isn't it? you dont even write me an email, ye la mcm i dah ckp pe, you alrdy take me for granted pe? eh, think for the last time, we hv been 2yrs but till nw hv you plan any sweet datings, yes when we are 1yr plus. but now? talking bout nw? HAVE YOU ? obvious answer isn't it? i promise to chnge and i hv, what bout you? eh...wait hv you even thot of chnging?
but i want you to rmbr that what comes arnd does go arnd. that one day will come when you feel how i feel.when that day comes i will jus smile and say,'baby, i dah ckp kn? what comes arnd, goes arnd'. now whatever i say you jus ignore and will continue doing mistakes. you say you're mature, you can think. i dont think so, really. if you're mature, do what a mature grown-up would do. not gg to fucking friendster and commenting othr girls or rplyin your hotmails to othr girls. i jus wanna tell you, you made me lost trust in you agn.

People out there Daniel or rather Danyel is what people call him. Not fucking DANI or DANNY. get over it. dani is a STUPID name (:
screw that name.

you lost all my trust towards you, this is what you want isnt it? nvrmind i will just wait, wait for the day when you can feel how i feel now. that's God retribution to you.

overnight at gegerl hse, my bestie !

2008-11-23T02:31:00.007+08:00

tday's sat is fucking bored, i went out of my home at late evening. gees, i cant believe i'm spending my sat jus like that. but to my luck tday wasnt that bad aft all. cus me &my guy get to hang out with gegerl&ihin. catch up lots of thing. haha miss both of them so much.
there's always one thing i like bout gerl's hse is that there's always food!can nvr be happier tho.

i'm getting vry pissed off with a certain girl. she's sucha act. what's her intention? trying to be someone whom she cant be for her whole damn life. gees what a snitch. just so you knw, you lil snitch, you're like a frog inside the well who wants to see outside wrld. i knw thr's certain stuff you wanna be like me, haha so nw i'm yr guidence? talk like me, write like me. i'm far better than yr standards, that i'm vry sure. you knw what, you're not only not satisfactory, you're screwed.
:)

Time really change people

2008-11-22T01:10:00.002+08:00

hellooo, konichiwaaa to everybody. many things had hppn & it affected me emotionally. saddening events. time really can chnge people into horrible people & sincerely nice people. there were certain make beliefs spoken by people which causes unfortunate events to occur. For people who envy or shld i say look up to us, i can officially say we arent as cool as you think we were. we are jus like the other bunch of teens whom struggle to be in the spotlight.
the fact that seperate us was we are not thoughtful for others but only ourselves.
yes i knw i did stuff which were totally disgraceful & unforgivable.
i'm sincerely sry but not to those who are not worth my say.
apologies to those who pin high hopes on me, those who love & cared for me deeply.

so people who cant accept me and judge me, that's a pity. as i said, the only being on this planet whom can judge me is only my lovely mum.
& to those who still judge me for my past, i'm impressed. cus that's what kept you guys entertain all this while huh?

frens come & go. it's the matter how they go. it's a pity we all separated bcus of a name, a title , a position held. this shows how strong we all were in this friendship. yes of course all of us gossip but it does not kill us. words dont kill, it's yr action which kills. i guess this is the extend we all can go to. it's like a test that we failed. when you fail you tend to stumbled upon the mistakes. that's exactly what is hppnin right nw. we all stop at this crucial point, altho we all are at the same spot but we had intentions in our head that were of different directions we want to go. bcus of a certain obstacle we cant overcome and we all chose not to overcome anymore cus we all had grown up and start to think differently.
that's veryvery sad. jus bcus of a certain hurdle we all are physically & mentally separated.

i guess we all arent that cool after all. we used to be so close is cus we all are fighting for a same thing that makes us happy, now we are all fighting for a different thing & the most irony thing is that the thing that we all are fighting for now not only isnt the same , it doesnt even makes us happy in any way or another.
i jus hope we all can jus be frens just frens if it's so difficult to be more than that. just not to the terms. Enemy.

friends are NOT forever. compromises are lies.

2008-11-08T01:33:00.002+08:00

yeaa i do knw who you're. so what? does it makes a difference? hahaha, see who end up finding who? seriously, if you or whoever doesnt likes wht i write in my blog, FUCK OFF. it's not meant for you either. it's my way of expression in my way of life. who are you to judge me? we had a agreement of walking of own lives so fuck off. dont threaten me or my friends.
we dont owe you a living. that's the thing bout you. you like to step over people's head. you dont give people the most basic respect. that's very ignorant and naive thinking you always have inside you. i guess you got lots of better stuff to do, so dont linger anywhr arnd my atmosphere. hahahaha! you were once a trendywanker too, what you knw bout tu cheryl? so who ARE you to JUDGE? you cnfrnt me in the first plce yet you still wanna talk bout cara? gees, wht hv you in the head? you knw nth yet you want to lay words blindly? pls for goodness sake, you asking me why i ban you?
i cant be bothered with yr rply. for fuck? it doesnt concerns me at all. what comes arnd EVENTUALLY goes arnd. eh serious eh get lost frm my life, aku mls nk lyn org cam kau. pls laa, stick with the agreement. jus stay thr and stay thr for gd. if you still consider me as a fren, klau aje...jus leave us alone. pls uh tkmo nk sembarang carik gado kt cini. if you dont like people to call you bdk kechik then tkmo nk carik psl tu kn prangai bdk kechik, pakai otak sikit. ni sume tk baya aku ajak kau kn, dah abg2 kn? abeh tkmo nk gado2 kt cini, aku nk bbl fanatic aku nyer psl. asl kau nk terase? merepek laa sak, spam2...
pls laa grow up. still living in the world of yours? evrybody is moving on, you? still at the same own spot?
you dont hv to threaten me, you are of no threat to me. jus bcus you hang out with ppl main baju, so you think you besar uh? eh pls once agn jgn nk step mane nyer besar. nw what year alrdy? hahaha i talk to cheryl fanatic using PROPER ENGLISH. how bout you? proper eng considered fanatic? biase uh, wht you knw?

no matter what wish you the best in yr life. gd luck &stay away frm my life. or it REALLY get you nowhere. if you think i'm picking a fight well it's up to you. cus i dont hv to xplain. take care

CHERYL TAN is a LOSER

2008-09-30T03:02:00.004+08:00

i OFFICIALLY declare war with this bitch cheryl tan si yan . haha people she lost to me in a verbal fight in MSN . gosh it was so fun dissing her . PEOPLE she dont even knw what's the meaning of diss .

i've no such a friend like you in my life, ever!
disgust yourself only.
i dont care a single bit of you, even i tiny one.
i dont care anymore.
(CHERYL'S BLOG)

oh my god you really use my words didnt you ? i ask this bitch to use my words to put on her blog or friendster and there that phrase quoted :'disgust yourself only' , the best phrase there . that's mine line which i insulted her in msn and now she is using my words to insult me ? HAHA LOSER , always a loser bitch , nvr get far .

she told me that she wants me to be her FU-WEN but i rejected her and she cries to her mummy . people you shld see how she struggles in the conversation with me .

[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yeah, can see. i know i m ugly. its okay.

awww , it's good to admit, i mean rather than me telling you isnt it? fuck lah, got the guts to spk behind my back yet dont even dare say it infront of my face. that's all you got. im really starting to pity you.

the MSN CONVERSATION :

[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
hi
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
how are you?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
gd
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
oic
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
you seems like hating me or smth?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
why do you think so ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i dontknow too. everytime i see you like your face to me, like you dislike me.
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
dont mind i say this, i heard that you dislike me because of your friends badmouthing about me to you.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
ohh really ? yah i dislike you
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
friends , who ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
jasmine they all. cause that time we had quarrels. very long alrd.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
okay
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i dont know why you dislike me, did i do anything wrong. i mean its like we've been friends for so long alrd. so yeah.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
do i need a reason , seriously you want the truth right ? i cant stand trendywankers . get what i mean ? trendywankers=no originality
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
why do you think that i have no originality?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
the way you act , the way you bring up yourself
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
so that is why you dislike me? i thought that everyone got their originality. so do you.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
nah but that doesnt applies to you . obviously i do that's why i will notice the trendywankers
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
and you give those head to toe stares like everybody had to go with yr bidding .
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yeah, i gave that look, but that doesnt mean everyone have to go with my bidding. and everyone have their own ways of acting and so on so do you.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
actually you dont have to put it to heart , dont worry i wont do anything towards you . aint got the time , seriously
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i know you wont do anything towards me, but i just dont understand why you dislike me so much. its just the way i act and so on. but doesnt mean we cant be friends anymore?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
yeaa , get this clear . you're the one wanting to knw the truth and truth hurts , so i'm just telling you , word by word .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i'm arrogant , i choose friends and heed my advice change smth that is in you . find it out yourself . or it get you nowhere
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
well, i know you're arrogant and have been changing in all these four years. its okay with me if we cant be friends anymore but i would like to wish you all the best for your finalyr-exam. studyhard and do well.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i change , yes i've , you judging me now ? i've change so i see who're my friends , thanks for yr concern and i will study hard . even if i dont i knw my basics .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
just speak what you want , you dont have to hesitate
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
you've got the wrong idea. im not judgin you but just saying it out.
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
im not hesitating.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
ohh what more do you have to say .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
what's your aim for this converstion ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
aim? even in conversation also have an aim?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
aim=motive ? i'm jus asking , cant i ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i never say you cant. i've no motive but just wanna find out why you dislike me. that's all.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
okay that's an aim , to find out why i dislike you , see ?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
seriously , it's not like you dont bitch bout me .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i dont mind so yah .

[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
did i ever bitch about you?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
ohh well , by saying 'you've change . ' dont tell me you dont ask yr friends bout me or bitch to yr guy bout me . if there isnt , well that's gd la
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yeah. i know im saying to you that you've change, but doesnt mean that i bitch about you. i had seriously never ask my friends about you, or bitch to my guy about you. what for i do that, i always treat you as a friend. if you're not my friend, im okay w it.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
does it matter even we are friends anot ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
it does matter to me, cause you're once my friend before.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
seriously i just dislike you in a way and i dont knw how's that gonna turn better for you , but definitely not me
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
okay. i dont mind you dislike me. i dont mind if you're not my friend anymore. and i know its definitely not you.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
huh , what i've said that 'but definitely not me' is not what you meant . i mean that things between you and me even tho it's nt gonna turn better , i cant care a bit
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yups, sure.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
always welcome to correct your english
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
(:
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i get what you mean, i can understand. seriously, im sad to lose you as a friend. but since you dislike me so much, i cant do or say anything.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
ahh it's good you understand , still afraid there might be a gap in us .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
cant you see we are of different world and in my world , you're just the type i despise .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
but still i dont use harsh words on naive girls like you
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yeah, i can see that. but well, i always see you as my friend. i'm not a navie girl, im just being normal. maybe you see me as a navie girl, but i dont mind. that is what you think, im okay w it.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
naive , are you afraid to diss me ? well you dont have to , cus i'm not gonna do anthing but i here to degrade .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
learn my words and post on yr blog or friendster , i dont mind being your role model .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
degrade you i mean .
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
diss ??
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
yeaa diss
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
what's diss ?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
mock
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
in a way la
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
degrade me? you dont have to. everyone is the same.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
or dont degrade me to yr standards , i'm jolly well different frm you trendywankers .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you see you are still in denial that i'm just like you , i'm not you , far better apparently .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i'm nth like you to even start with
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
everyone have their different standards, and everyone got their own originality. i know you are far better than me. i can see that, not that im blind. what do you mean by "im nothing like you to even start w" ?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
degrade me? you dont have to. everyone is the same.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
first you said evrybody is the same
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
but.,,
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
everyone have their different standards, and everyone got their own originality
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
now you say differently
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you still in it ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
ohh. yah, everyone is the same as in everyone is normal. and everyone have their different standards, and everyone got their own originality.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
"im nothing like you to even start w" ?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
yah what i mean is
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i'm nth like you , you ....you the the meaning you ? understand ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yah
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
so ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
so what?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you said yah so i said so la ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
so nothing la ?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
what nth /
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i dont know? i get what you mean alrd, so yah.
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
its okay that you've said me i've no originality and so on. i dont mind, and i know you're nice girl from last time i've made friend w you.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
so what now ? you're trying to say i'm not nice .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
up to you cus i dont have to be nice to you
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i know you dont have to nice to me and im not trying to say you're not nice. i dont care either.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
well if you really dont care then why say it ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
cause i know you're a nice girl since i met you.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
stop ! you dont have to xplain , cant be bothered
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
you're slow one step. i will say nomore.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
cant go on ? you dont have to try to brag in your english .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you will say no more then i will say none either
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
im not trying to brag my english. my english is not as perfect as yours.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
okay then go blow a trumpet
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
blow a trumpet for ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
i dont have to. i'll say nomore alrd.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
yeaa you can stop shaming yourself here and i'll stop dissing you .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i played enough with you . so screw you , you trendy word
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
whatever you say. i dont care either.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you dont have too but by you saying that you have alrdy did .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
my pleasure to let you be entertain by my insults to you .
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
suits you.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
obviously i cant be suiting you . disgust me
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
suits you then.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
yah you're , dont mention it , like i said , i dont use harsh words to spit on naive girls like you .
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
so be it.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i just got to knw frm someone that you said you dont like me
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
altho it was a long time thing , but whatever it's not like i liked you a single bit .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
gees so hypocrite
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
so be it.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i feel entertained by you rplying me
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
-.-
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
cus i cant helped insulting you . frm your head to toe
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
ohh and you knw what , i really think your guy is useless , hah pathethic
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
your guy too.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
well my guy is more knowledgable than yours
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
bring it on girl
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you choke ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
lol if that's what you think, so be it. we've got different world as what you've said. i dont wanna to quarrel w you or what. its okay, i dont wanna say much. not that im croward.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you're a coward , you're alrdy afraid speak it out .
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
nvm, its okay.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
yah i think it's okay too , cus frm what i heard your guy is no balls to get laid with you
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
but if i'm him i wont wanna get laid with you too . lucky your guy is thinking straight
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yah, i guess your guy too.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
what bout him ?
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
nothing. he is totally fine.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
yeah he's fine , fine to say that a got an total ugly bitch as an ex .
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
i'd alrdy remorsed for him .
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
yeah, can see. i know i m ugly. its okay.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
huh ? i'm not even talking bout you ? guilty-conscious huh ?/
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
nevermind. i dont mind.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you think i will give you a chance to mind ?
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
you are nth towards me , same goes to your pathetic guy of yours
[c=16]♬ cheryl[/c] says:
oh. izit.. that's good.
YINGPIN DANYEL ; setia la sey ! says:
it is my dear , yeah i think that's good too .

HEYS CHERYL TAN SI YAN , I HOPE YOU READING THIS , CUS THIS IS MEANT FOR YOU AND GOT THE GUTS TO TALK BOUT ME THEN DONT PUT YOUR PROFILE PRIVATE, SLUT !DONT DARE SAY FACE TO FACE BUT USE BLOG TO TALK BOUT ME, LUCKY YOU GOING TO GRADUATE OR ELSE I WILL FUCKING GIVE YOU A HARD TIME , SLUT !

tkmao macam kimak LAKI KAU uhs nk fanatic ,bodo ! ko pukimak uh sial ! name nak step hot ajerh , tampa muke kau .bodoh punya musibat pmpn . nk step gerek dgn aku plak . sape ajak kau sak , mak kau ajak pe ?yelah, kau mesti KENTAL pe? tk brani ckp face to face nk pkai msn ke blog. EH MEPEK NI PMPN .

unreasonable denial

2008-09-29T20:04:00.002+08:00

just had a big fight with my mum . she being a bitch , sry to say this but this time she's fucking unreasonable . my nephew fell and she wanted my help yet shout in the most irritating way like as if it's my fault . obviously i get pissed , yet she still fight for her rights . since she fight back then i fight , both verbally . then when i so called win in her in the verbal fight then she got nasty and retaliate bck by hitting me . sucha pain in the ass , you dont have to use violence to prove that you won , more importantly family members . i unstnde that people , in general uses violence to have a say in their life or way , but nt on your own family members . it's just like you're the king yet you're destroying your own capital . if my family practices violence at our own crib what will happen when we're not family members ? we kill and shed ? get what i mean ?

so.....PARENTS dont be sure that your child is learning all their bad stuff frm their peers , cus if you were to sit down and think WISELY , you might be just as responsible as for their loss . im not trying to imply who's will be a better parent instead im trying to say is that both parents and children have equal temptations to do wrong acts in their life , teens like us obviously are the more naive ones but ... parents is just as naive once bfore isnt it ? parents who uses violence often are unwise people , sry to say that . but why ?
E.g like if you were to always slap your child for reasons like they did not throw their rubbish properly , when they see someone else doing the same thing , they can eventually go up to the person and slap whoever the person is .

this is a lose-lose situation , first people will be thinking how you treat your child , VIOLENCE ? on your point of view you will be thinking yes the person might be wrong but my child uses violence and that's even wrong . see ?
who's responsible for it now ? if i use violence on another person yet my family does not practice violence at home , who will people blame ? the child or their peers isnt it ? seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee now look who's the smarter one ? the child or the parent ?

people dont you agree ? nahh no matter what i still love my mum , she's unreasonable , definitely is ! but still she's my mum .
x0x0 to mummy (:

IMPOSTER !

2008-09-07T03:19:00.004+08:00

goshgoshgosh thats why friendster sucks at times . there's this girl name FRISHQA , use my picture on friendster and claimed it's her . SIAL nie pmpn . still go arnd adding ppl with my picture . i wonder what do their parents teaches kids like this ? i'm really wondering whether is she mentally sick or she's still young and not being sensible ? it just shows that she is really ugly to not show her fucking face and envy of what god made me this way .

why i'm nt making a big fuss over it ? firstly , she doesnt even dare to show herself , this shows how pathetic she is . secondly , i shld hv also look to this point that she might be still a lil kid who jus nt sensible to differentiate what's right and wrong . thirdly , i jus jus conclude that how loser she/he is and how her/his family brings her/him up .

eh FRISHQA pelacor , whoever you uh , kau ingat je , klau kau brani kau letak gambar pukimak kau , tkmo letak gambar aku . kau jealous bleh ckp pe , tkya buat perangai bdk kecik nyer keje . mak kau ajak buat nie sume pe ? kau tkde otak pe ? klau ade pkai otak sikat . kau muke cb aku tawu tpi jgn pkai aku gambar okay lil girl ? buat nie sume mak kau ajak aku bleh paham .

dah la enough la , like i said if you dare you show yrself . if you dont dare then might as well nt do stuff like this . this shows how much your mum teaches you . GET A LIFE SUCKER !

anyway people pls help to spam that loser , feel free as she doesnt care .
http://profiles.friendster.com/55580187 (friendster)
or you can jus type her name - FRISHQA
her profile is private as she doesnt dare to put show herself .

TATA ~

HOMEwithbaby

2008-08-25T15:29:00.005+08:00

i skip sch today , baby came my hse in the noon aft his oral . his watching national geographic and talkin to himself , haha ... nw waitin for the hariMENON to finish his detention to have dinner with him . crustyHARI . LOL

{arghh muke masai sakk , gees syngku cute laa}

{this aint nice yet baby eats it in delight}

{baby engrossed in national geographic channel}

okayy end off here , anw i so need to go to sch , i left kevin all alone . i so mean ! okay kevin dont worry i'll go to sch tmrw ! tmrw got physics and lets daydream&vandalise(the drawers)&laugh at mr lim , HAHA gees i'm so rebellious . LOVEit tho .

ANNAAA♥ : ohhh ton eh , nvr ajak ! haha okay owe me one knw !

,TATA

raining cats&dogs

2008-08-24T19:14:00.002+08:00

RAIN RAIN & RAIN . it's so cold today ! jus finish watchin home alone . decided to blog and ah-neh(thinesh) came over baby place to lpk . arghh !!! need money , i'm so damn broke , shit ! anw people i'm starting a blogshop soon , be sure to buy some stuff frm me okay ?

baby is playing godfather agn , well guys ? isnt it ?

anw, i wanna thank gegerlsyng♥for editting my blog ! she's the bez at all this ! love her so much &i miss her like hell .

saturday out !

2008-08-24T02:10:00.009+08:00

today is jus like any other saturday . people hear this i decided to quit drinking . yeaa laugh all you want . i'm getting sick of alcohol , i mean seriously , i rather spend it on clothes or MAKEUP . makeup is so incredible , makes girls pretty and guys go ~ woolala ! i bought beer and was like ... eeww ! cant you believe yingpin saying eeww to alcohol , hell yes ! thats why i say yingpin is ganna chnge for the better . so people remind yingpin to do the good nt the bad . but i dont mind people offering alcohol to me tho ? XD forgive me baby for saying that , but at least i'm chnging nw !

{baby &his polka dot hairband}

{a give to my baby}

{sickmentally&physically dinnie mc for weeks cus of HFMD}

dinnie kena HFMD(hand food mouth disease) , haha kene budak kecik bleh kene that mean kau budak kecik la ! sial his hand rabak giler siol . tk senonok la , then baby had to stay out for weeks frm home cus it's contagious . ala kesian nye . look at dinnie's tk senonok gambar :

{kiwek rabak kn ?}

XD

{baby so engross in this fucking game}

okayy gtg , TATA ;

shopping is essential

2008-08-23T00:46:00.012+08:00

i'm so sorry people that my blog is only updated till today , my comp is a bitch . it spoil at times when i needed it . my poor guy had to listen to whiny me as i had been complainin i got no clothes to wear on saturdays , but it's true , i guess ? hhahaa it doesnt matter anw , vain meant that youre a 100% NORMAL girl .

that's another yingpin's law tho ?

{i knw it doesnt look appealing , but it's really pretty !}

i loove it so much & anw it's my fave brand FOX !! anw, still ganna get

more clothes frm there !

**jus finish video calling with valerie , my darls sys ! it's so much more convinent talking thru video calling ! &it's best with microphone . it's fun ! highly recommend ppl to use a webcam ! but dont abuse it (thinking dirty) . gees ~

to valerie & melissa : i really miss the times when we laugh , bitch & cry tgt .i hope we will still be in contact , i dont wanna lose a sis like you .supposingly only we three the unbreakable sisters. melissa , valerie , yingpin . rmbr ? we all the most united and noisest one in the sch .what happen to our friendship ? was it you to engross in studying or was it mel progressing higher or was it i being to playful ? our friendship frm the most bonded till most drifted . it's heartless yet

saddening . more girls come in between us thats why we got drifted apart . but blame it ourselves as we din put effort and heart to pursue whats wrong and amend it .we three knew it cmng yet we neglect . i regret nt doing any help to our friendship . think bout how long we 3 din get to seat dwn and bitch bout smth ? is it time for us to come tgt or is it time for us to forget bout all of our memories ? our sisterhood , our companion , our love ?will it be remembered ? or is it kept one corner of our hearts ?hopefully we shall come tgt one day . cus i always will make time for you girls . cus nth will replace our sisterhood .unless you make it be replaced . i love you two , my bestie , my sisters , my btiches !

why do i suddenly write this ? it's nt smth random it's been smth kept in my heart which i'm heart-broken by . we three used to be the 3 diva(s) , nw we are jus hi-bye frens . it's so heart-breaking to see it happening . anw my baby will be happy that i post this cus it's smth i always been wantin to say but jus din had a chance tho . arghh ~ makes me wanna cry ! :/

okayy .. (groans) . i feel bad bitchin so much with valerie , those deep dark secrets , i dont blame myself as in those girls deserved it . being sucha slut , innocent yet cunning . **girls dont teach yr father how to fuck ** arghh i cant stand those girls in disguise (valerie you will knw what i mean) gees ~ what a angel they have been named these years , screw them ! okay tata , thats it !(yawns) baby , i need more trust frm you , i've chnge , dont you think you shld move on ? i love you , you knw . our two yr anniversary is cmng . frm there we move on okay ? trust me & we blossom like no others did .

te amo ^^

DETENTION&sick

2008-07-24T19:35:00.003+08:00

guess wht ? got detention fr fucking 3hrs . fucking 3 HOURS laa fuck !!!! i sit there like a fool , with my classmates and ex-classmates all there . so damndamn embarrassing laa ! haiyoo !!! nk tido pon tk bleh , feel damn awkward . haiss my syng was sent hm nvr mine at least he made the effort to come sch , keep up to his words . i love him so much .
but i hope he will listen to wht i've said last night . nie boyfie aku mmg DEGIL . so i must reprimand him over and over agn or else he wont get it to his head .

baby , pls listen to what i said . i meant good , seriously

sleepy&sleepy

2008-07-23T03:11:00.003+08:00

arghh today was a tiring day , penat giler sakk . last night slept late i think .
this morning wanted to leave the hse fr sch open the door and this real strong wind make me realise it's gonna rain . th sky loook real cool ~ ]
sunshine on the right , darkness on the left . looks like world's gonna end tho .
&the sweetest thing that made my day was ...

baby ; guess what i wanted to call you to tell you it's gonna rain & to ask you to bring umbrella or what & yet you called me instead .

so sweetttt of my baby . that's nt all . whn i'm leavin hm alrdy he gave me another msg

baby , it start raining aready..are you covered up ?

aww isnt it so thoughtful of him ?he's been really lovable nowadys !
hahhaa but the fucking rain mage my shoes , skirt , bag & socks all wet !
god knws how smelly whn socks are wet , made my toes all soggy (ewww) .
lpking is boring today but me , my boyfie , hari , sitidan , faris , dan(sam) all had a good laugh
at long johns . *giggles/
lpking was bored and i slept at on the chair , like how i always do .
sitidan is a nice girl . hari's lucky to hv her . it's his best gf he ever had tho
tk sombong & friendly . ala she's nice ! hari cherish her ! or i kill you
hahhaa ~

hari relax ~ if anythn really happens i &dan will help you . jus need to calm down and dont think neg !!! i realise i've been helpin you alot ! mus repay me laa ! purple hippo !
:)

2008-07-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

hello ! omg at last get to finish editting this whole damn blog . credits to yizhi ! thnks ... or else i think i would have died on the laptop . my very first post tho . so yeaa bear with me for the moments , lepaking is getting more bore so i thot to get engage into smth else like what i'm dng nw , blogging . yeaayeaa ~ i knw you guys must be thinkin 'sakk uh yingpin you started blogging ? ' , well you got it , yes i started .

sch's getting more mendakk sakk , kiwak ~

and i officially hate MS TENG ! she's nt only biases to guys , she likes to touch guys too , pervert ! bitch , nvr seen a teacher so disgusting . can give danial(sam) retest cant give me , somemore we both give letter , wtf ! jus bcus i'm a girl and danial(sam) is a guy . fuck her laa , i make sure she get shit frm me .

lepak-(ing) has been even bored then ever , lesser and lesser people is lpking la .

i miss lpking days like last time , which we lpk at the old 'rokidol' .

so that's why started blogging !

waitng for my baby to call me , he went to meetng , so last min laa .

just nw when i'm dng all this bloggy thing somehow neglected him sakk .

sorry syng ! okay that's it !

♥♥